I have been accepting my body more and more lately. At least I was until I went to the doctor yesterday and found out that I gained like 20-30 pounds. For the past four weeks I have been sick with kidney problems again. Ugh and medication and not feeling well enough to move was a major factor in my weight gain. But, today. I am not letting it get me down. I am actually wearing loungewear today but the other day I wore this. A simple black tee dress. I felt cute. I felt good. Until I saw myself in the windows while shopping with my family. Then it was not so good. I saw a blob. I saw a ugly fat girl, my body dysmorphia was back and my eating disorder was waving hello. Not good. So I have my psychologist appointment next week and hopefully I get past this again.
Anyways, looking at me in this dress I love it. Wearing an xl or size 12.